星期日, 2月 27, 2005
talks talks talks
Ps Jeremy, Aunty Carol, Linda and I wen to visit several Chinese girls today. I don't know why but sometimes I still don't know what to talk. hm......I wanted to say sth but have nothing to say. I will praying that I can share more and care more NATURALLY. Keep praying that GOD puts more and more love in me! ( but the wierd thing is I can do this in Taiwan! hm......really need more strength here.)
星期日, 2月 20, 2005
To the ends of the earth
Today in english service we sang this song. "I know you've called me!"我知你呼召我. Since the retreat(mother Bread of life in TAIWAN) I've known that God has a passion toward BBL Melb. And I also know that one of the reasons God made me stay in melbourne, stay in BBL(I've considered to change church bf.) is to be a method (still dunno they way of doing this) used by God to prepare for the revival of this chosen generation in Melb.
"If a man cleanses himself from the latter, he will be an instrument for noble purposes, made holy , useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work."2 TIMOTHY 2:21
Even though I don't know what's my destiny, I don't ask for the answer but for faith and accompany of Jesus in every step I make.
"I will go to the ends of the earth!"直到世界盡頭......may your wills be done in this church and among this generation as in heaven. I know I'm very weak. But if you want to use me, I will go. If you want me to stay here, or go anywhere, if only I have your presence, then I will abide by your wills.
You gave me BBL of Taipei and Melb, and I will serve until the last day I stay.
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You can just post a comment as ANONYMOUS! and if you want everyone to know who you are, just sign at the end of the comment! 還有阿,想用中文也可以喔! 請大家用最輕鬆最舒服的語言囉! 但是對我來說可能盡量會用英文,畢竟有人看不懂中文,但是總沒有人看不懂英文吧!! (如果是看不懂我寫的英文,也請提醒我去加強一下囉!)
Bread of Life in Melb
last year, have to admit that I was very disappointed with this church.(should said 無力感)
When I first steped in, I'm eager to do sth and to change sth. However, one year later, there's no difference!
I don't know how to have deeper relationship with the church. I don't know how to have TRUELY commitment in this church. In my heart, or I should say in my experience, christians are a group of ppl who grow together, share lives, pray for each other, love each other and seek the kingdom of GOD together! Maybe diferent cultures causes this different mode of relationships. don't know.
I've tried to step out but in vain. Gradually, I stop trying to build connections and stop having meaningless chats which is the beging of knowing ppl.
In this three months holiday, God has been teaching me a lesson------open my heart to love ppl rather than do sth as responsibility. God kept reminding me changing lives is the work of God ; nevertheless, I used to do by my own strength instead of enjoying God's love first.
I don't love them from the deepest part of my heart. What I wanted to do is just solve the surface problems. Without GOD's love , power and presence, NOTHING could be done. On the contrary, if God wants to do sth, NOTHING can hinder God's work! I spent one year to understand this. I felt ashamed about what I thought bf.
Knowing Jesus' heart, knowing His love toward them. This church will be and must be aroused by the fire of Holy Spirit!
The challenges I'm faced with are the same as last year. However, this time God has given me a new attitude and a new heart!
When I first steped in, I'm eager to do sth and to change sth. However, one year later, there's no difference!
I don't know how to have deeper relationship with the church. I don't know how to have TRUELY commitment in this church. In my heart, or I should say in my experience, christians are a group of ppl who grow together, share lives, pray for each other, love each other and seek the kingdom of GOD together! Maybe diferent cultures causes this different mode of relationships. don't know.
I've tried to step out but in vain. Gradually, I stop trying to build connections and stop having meaningless chats which is the beging of knowing ppl.
In this three months holiday, God has been teaching me a lesson------open my heart to love ppl rather than do sth as responsibility. God kept reminding me changing lives is the work of God ; nevertheless, I used to do by my own strength instead of enjoying God's love first.
I don't love them from the deepest part of my heart. What I wanted to do is just solve the surface problems. Without GOD's love , power and presence, NOTHING could be done. On the contrary, if God wants to do sth, NOTHING can hinder God's work! I spent one year to understand this. I felt ashamed about what I thought bf.
Knowing Jesus' heart, knowing His love toward them. This church will be and must be aroused by the fire of Holy Spirit!
The challenges I'm faced with are the same as last year. However, this time God has given me a new attitude and a new heart!
I'm Back!
haha..even though I'm so reluctant to come back, still have to go to the place where God wants me to go. So here I am!
I've experienced how great HE was is and will be in Taiwan.(later I will share with you!)
btw, I'd better let all you guys know---I've got into Med! (which is another unexpected miracle!)
sorry can't continue cos I have to go to church today so better sleep early. (but now is very late too. Maybe I got jet lag!)
I'm back to continue my life in Melb, and also continue to have a life with you, my dear dear friends. *hugz*
I've experienced how great HE was is and will be in Taiwan.(later I will share with you!)
btw, I'd better let all you guys know---I've got into Med! (which is another unexpected miracle!)
sorry can't continue cos I have to go to church today so better sleep early. (but now is very late too. Maybe I got jet lag!)
I'm back to continue my life in Melb, and also continue to have a life with you, my dear dear friends. *hugz*
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