星期一, 10月 26, 2009

God... have mercy on us

Lord I feel regretted not to go back on Saturday...not to have chances to saygoodbye....and don't want this to happen again anytime in my life.

Lord....are you going to take his soul? are you going to take care of him? are you going to bring my whole family to you?

Lord....I don't know what to do....I don't know what to say....I really wish to have chance to hold his hands and tell him I love him...and God loves him too.

Lord....why didn't You let me see him again? What's the purpose of all these?

Lord...tell me what I should do...

星期四, 10月 15, 2009

還是覺得很難過

這六週在run精神科

每天聽到的都是好多好多令人鼻酸的故事

從小被性侵 得厭食症 在學被被排擠欺負

開始酗酒 用毒 繼續被藥頭性侵

被男友虐待

好想做些什麼 可是又好像什麼都不能做

想到他們的臉 又一陣鼻酸

這個世界為什麼這麼沈重?

God.....can You please help them?......