武陵春 有感

武陵春══ 風住塵香花已盡，日晚倦梳頭　物是人非事事休，未語淚先流 　聞說雙溪春尚好，也擬泛輕舟 只恐雙溪舴艋舟， 載不動， 許多愁。 《李清照》

在季節裡流失

在季節裡流失的
漸次衰萎的花翼
隨秋風展翅為一朵單飛的雲
在與城市高築的冰冷眼瞳
蒼茫對視之間
是有什麼正隱隱痛著的

蟻群般的人們
以冷漠啃囓過城市的肌理
在途經的街道之上
一座座彷若喪失肉身的廊柱
赤裸成寂寥的枯骨
那顆逐漸淡卻的心啊
仍不住地在裡頭跳動、跳動……

什麼樣的年代
世界太壯麗地疏遠著
群蟻太卑微地孤獨著
彷彿一朵撞擊之後的星雲
絢爛尚未到底
彼此背馳幾已光年之久
遠離太初夠遠了
尋不著回返夏日的軌跡
而在季節裡流失的
究竟是什麼　正隱隱地
痛

Experimental Design and Data Analysis

Everytime when finishing the tute, I feel stressed out. Most of the people can explain well and discuss FIERCELY. In contrast, I don't quite understand the concept and sometimes I even don't know where I don't understand! The speed of understanding and digesting the material is too slow and not efficient. I have to study hard! MUST study hard!!

Ear problem

Today finally I realise I have ear problem not only in Chinese but in English. *sigh*.....
Here is the conversation: (luke vs. angel)
Me : Who called you just now?
Luke: Edison.
Me: Louis?
Luke: Edison!!
Me: Dennis!??
Luke: E....DI....SON!!!


Jean: Poor me go to the library alone.
Me: Salami??
Jean: NO...poor me.
Me: ppro...pro....blem???
Jean: No!!!!!!!
Me: What did you say???
Jean: poor me....
Me: What???? plus what??
Jean:Puuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrr meeeeeeeee.....

hooo.....I think it's time to improve me listening.

Thank you..

Thanks Jean for accompanying me studying and walking home. Wowow....I AM starting studying. Wish I can keep it until the end of the semester! ( I remember someone said she want to join me. Unfortunetly I didn't have to chance to DRAG her today...haha!) Before the decision making, I will try my UPMOST !! "In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps" I must put my faith in God, who know every step I take. No fear! No worries! Cos the LORD has taken all the burdens!!!!

have fun? is that enough for me??

don't know why.....but sometimes I just want to be alone. Sometimes I am tired of relationships(friendship?...have to define i think). But sometimes I am so desperate for that. After having fun with friends, I felt empty if we just had fun together. I want deeper relationship, not just hanging around together. I remember what I told my friend when he asked me this kind of prob," Sometimes usual talks(講難聽點就是哈啦) is necessary for deeper relationships. If you don't have this step first, how can you know this person more?" alas!!! now i'm just a little bit tired....of many things.....

BALL

Rose (my cousin) and I are going to the ball on holiday......Actually at first I didn't plan to come cos it's so expensive. However, my mom asked me to try and see what's the ball like since I have never been to any ball before.
Now I have to be worried about the clothes......which means I have to lose weight ....hahaha
But I still don't want to give up delicious food. hm.....

Lazy day

I finished the whole Japenese series. Still don't want to exercese nor study.....

Tjia-ching told me there are some problems in the English church(Bread of Life) about the worship team. Huu....There has been many problems in both English and Chinese church for these months. We all have to surrender to God and pray seriously. Pray for the leaders and pray that Bread of Life can truly live out the love and the life style of Jesus. We get together is not for religion nor for relationships but to let HIS kingdom come. We have to know what's GOD's will toward the people around us. To be sensitive to Holy Siprit. .....May Revolution pour upon the church!!

First time of blogging

the feeling of blogging...hm....quite different between keeping diary. Maybe it's also because of using English(don't know why but i can't "think" in English). Anyway, today I finished math mid-term exam, which means I have finished half of the semester. What did I get? Is it worth to study here?? These are two questions I have to think and evaluate. I can't just focus on my life here. If I lose my original goal and purpose, how could I face my family? how could I face my classmates in OT? how could I face my teachers and principle? The reason I leave. The reason I come here. I don't want to get lost in the midst of books, relationships and serving in church. Not to be selfish but still have to hold my principles...........to many things to learn.
My dreams? or the expectation from others? I'm a little bit confused.