星期六, 11月 12, 2005

Tears after the exams

"at least it was a new experience..." I was talking to J9 on the msn....

I've never ever cried after an exam...except this one.
I've never ever felt so stressed before!
也許是因為這次肩上背著的不只是自己的未來與夢想,更沈重的是家人的付出與犧牲。
以前,自己作的自己扛,沒什麼大不了。但這次不同,我身上背負著多少人的期望與關懷,有多少人因為我選擇了這條路而受影響? 我又怎能置之不理無動於衷?

第一次,真的是第一次為了考試掉淚
不是為著分數,我想是壓力 是愧對 很多複雜的感覺吧!

2 則留言:

匿名 提到...

oh my, i was going to say "don't stress about it" but i guess it is not too realistic for you in this moment in time. So I am going to say "just think about in 2 days it will all be over and you have a long holiday ahead of you which you will have fun and enjoy." A qoute from my mum "never worry about dissapointing others, just don't dissapoint yourself" I am sure you already did you best in the exam and you will not look back in regrat

remember friends are always there for you

-chiu

ANGEL 提到...

Thanks Chiu!
I'm better now.
In fact, I've experienced much more blessing so praise God!
Many friends (of course including you^^) have been a great support! God has been showing His love hrough your guys' comfort and prayers! ^_______________^